Safe word (2017)
1. Mirrors
(I’m numb and can’t feel)
I open my eyes
(Screaming for my life)
To reality
The screams won’t let me be
But it tells me to believe
Submit to the mirror
Submit to the mirror
Submit to the mirror
Submit to the mirror
You take it for granted
Wait and see
The pain is for real
I just can not take it
It’s what we believe
I’m numb and can’t feel
(I’m numb and can’t feel)
I’m looking back at me
Smiling through my teeth
Grinning and smiling
And biting my tongue
I take a look at myself
To see what I have become
I’ve shattered my soul
The mirror told me so
You take it for granted
Wait and see
The pain is for real
I just can not take it
It’s what we believe
I’m numb and can’t feel
Looking in don’t like what I see
Looking out is the genuine me
Looking in don’t like what I see
Looking out is the genuine me
My reflection
Is killing me
This reflection
Can’t be saved
My reflection
Killing me
This reflection
Can’t be saved
(The pain is for real)
You take it for granted
Wait and see
The pain is for real
I just can not take it
It’s what we believe
I’m numb and can’t feel
2. Hit The Roof
Nine one one
Everyone run
Everyone run
Nine one one
Everyone run
Everyone run
You can tie me down
But you can’t stop me
Everyone’s out to get me
Open up the bottle
Just to find myself inside
(Find myself inside)
Peace and meditation
Breathing and sedation
Coupled with the madness
The bi-polar brings the sadness
Break
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Tie me down cause I’m about to blow
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Light a match and burn this sucker down
You can scream and plead
Voices out to get me
(Out to get me)
Close the door behind me
Just to let myself implode
(I’m gonna explode)
Peace and meditation
Breathing and sedation
Coupled with the madness
The bi-polar brings the sadness
Break
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Tie me down cause I’m about to blow
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Light a match and burn this sucker down
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Tie me down cause I’m about to blow
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Light a match and burn this sucker down
Deeper and deeper
I see red
Enough of this shit
Do what I said
Deeper and deeper
I see red
Click motherfucker
Bang
Dead
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Boom
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Tie me down cause I’m about to blow
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Hit the roof
Light a match and burn this sucker down
Hit the roof
Hit the roof motherfucker
Hit the roof motherfucker
Hit the roof
Hit the roof motherfucker
Hit the roof motherfucker
3. (De)generation
Would you like to feel empowered
Sex trades happen every hour
Stealing kids from under sheets
(Enslavement, enslavement)
Ruin lives, rule, and royalty
(Devour, devour)
Welcome to the world we live in
A place we come to sin
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody off your feet
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody get the fuck up
Would you like to feel immortal
Get inside your deepest dreams
Ride them like a roller coaster
(Derailing, derailing)
The disease won’t let me be
(Neurotic, neurotic)
Welcome to the world we live in
A place we come to sin
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody off your feet
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody get the fuck up
Everybody get the fuck up
Everybody get the fuck up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
World hate
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
World hate
World hate
Welcome to the world we live in
A place we come to sin
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody off your feet
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody get the fuck up
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody off your feet
Sex
Vile generation
Drugs
Dirtbag Generation
Hate
Spiteful generation
Everybody get the fuck up
Welcome to the world we live in
A place we come to sin
4. Tilt
Round and round and round she goes
Where she’ll stop you’ll never know
Tilt-A-Whirl
She’ll take you on a ride
Tilt-A-Whirl
So won’t you come inside
Faster faster that’s her plan
For you to become her man
Tilt-A-Whirl
She’ll get inside your brain
Tilt-A-Whirl
She’ll make you go insane
Don’t you want it
No I need it
Don’t you feel it
Yes repeat it
Can you see inside my head
Round and round we go again
Round and round we go again
Take me on a ride
This is suicide
For me
Can’t you see what she’s doing
Using you is so confusing
Tilt-A-Whirl
She’s after just one goal
Tilt-A-Whirl
Steal away your soul
Run away as fast as you can
It’s happening to me again
Tilt-A-Whirl
There is no escape
Tilt-A-Whirl
Become my fate
Don’t you want it
No I need it
Don’t you feel it
Yes repeat it
Can you see inside my head
Round and round we go again
Round and round we go again
Take me on a ride
This is suicide
For me
Slow it down
You’re going to fast
I’m getting dizzy
Slow it down
I’m gonna break
Are you with me
Slow it down
You’re going to fast
I’m getting dizzy
Slow it down
You’re gonna break
Are you with me
Slow it down
You’re going to fast
I’m getting dizzy
Slow it down
I’m gonna break
Are you with me
Slow it down
You’re going to fast
I’m getting dizzy
Slow it down
I’m gonna break
Are you with me
(Are you with me)
Don’t you want it
No I need it
Don’t you feel it
Yes repeat it
Can you see inside my head
Round and round we go again
Round and round we go again
Take me on a ride
This is suicide
For me
(Can’t you see what she’s doing)
(Using you is so confusing)
Tilt-A-Whirl
Tilt-A-Whirl
Tilt-A-Whirl
Tilt-A-Whirl
5. Unraveled
You pick apart
Everything about me
And then you start
Pushing me away
I’ve lived this way for far too long
I never felt that I was strong
I let myself get underneath my own skin
I’m saying goodbye to the pain
I’ve become unraveled again
I lost myself along the way
My souls been suffocating me
Pull back the surface peek within
The truth is never one you seek
Unravel all of me
(Unravel all of me)
My sense of self was compromised
Still reeling from the pain
There’s no more of me that’s left inside
Torn apart I’m not the same
I’m saying goodbye to the pain
I’ve become unraveled again
I lost myself along the way
My souls been suffocating me
Pull back the surface peek within
The truth is never one you seek
Unravel
Unravel all of me
I’m going crazy, insane, and loco
I’m going crazy, insane, and loco
I’m going crazy, insane, and loco
I’m going crazy, insane, and loco
I’m unraveling
Kicking and screaming and bleeding
Kicking and screaming and bleeding
Kicking and screaming and bleeding
Kicking and screaming and bleeding
Kicking, screaming, bleeding
Kicking, screaming, bleeding
Crash and burn (2019 - Single)
Trying to forgive
But remembering to forget
The voices in my head keep
Spinning me spinning me spinning
Don't want to live
And I'm full of regret
My motivation is
Leaving me leaving me leaving
I'm choking
I'm drowning
I'm burning
I'm fading
Losing my grip
I keep
Tripping and tripping and tripping
We live and we learn
We crash and we burn
We're alone in this world
We rise and we fall
We're one and for all
Pick yourself up
Off the ground
Dead stare
Bitter and cold
Can't get rid of me
I am apart of you
Unaware
I'll do as im told
If you run away
I will follow you
We live and we learn
We crash and we burn
We're alone in this world
We rise and we fall
We're one and for all
Pick yourself up
Off the ground
Mind keeps talking
But my mouth won't shut
Eyes keep closing
But i can't turn off
Tossing and turning
I can't get up
This is where i say
Wake up
Wake up
Don't want to go to sleep
Because it's in my dreams
Wake up
Wake up
Don't want to go to sleep
It always gets the best of me
We live and we learn
We crash and we burn
We're alone in this world
We rise and we fall
Were one and for all
Pick yourself up
Off the ground
Alone in this world
We rise and we fall
We rise and we fall
Alone in this world
We crash and we burn
Magic show (2019 - single)
I run my fingers down your spine
You're living life on my time
And if you don't believe
What your eyes are telling you to see
You'll blink and I'll vanish
And I know that none of this is real
But the show must go on
Misdirection
Slight of hand
The spotlights on me
Take a seat and pay attention
I'll show you what you really mean to me
Destruction
Reaction
Diversion
Aversion
And I know that none of this is real
But the show must go on
Peak behind the curtain
See what you really know
Peak behind the curtain
It's just a magic show
Peak behind the curtain
See what you really know
Peak behind the curtain
It's just a magic show
Peak behind the curtain
See what you really know
Peak behind the curtain
It's just a magic show